so stressed

hello guys! Whats up? i'm so bad if that u would ask me. hhh now im laying up on my bad, relaxing. just wondering, "whats the matter with me?" its that all flying at my mind. i was making a song some minutes ago, but i've scraweld it! those are worst, yea i know -,-
hhhhh :'( common! tell me what did happen to me! i feel so empty, im trying to smile perhaps my heart is crying.
still lying, with my lovely teddy bear. althouh my teddy is a dool, i always share my story with teddy. (i know, AWKWARD)
omg please, my eyes will swolen, ya Allah, dont make it happen ;')

uggh so cold, but i've wore my fluffy blanket lol. Idk what am i supposed to do... listening to the music? good idea, but im so damn bored with all those same songs whereas i've listened those, all the time. anyways, now im posting with my mom's phone lol. Sssshht, she's sleeping! haha. okay i think these are good enough.
good night and have a nice dream also sleep tight! good bye!
Love ya,
xoxo lyan